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The forgotten blog

26 Nov

Well, not quite, more like the “slipping into old habits and feeling guilty about it so not posting” blog.

Went to the gym today. My fitness levels are disgustingly low.

I haven’t been running, I stopped boxing about 3 weeks ago and I haven’t found a new challenge to keep me motivated.

I want to continue boxing but need a new place to train.

I’ve been eating and  drinking… A lot.

I’ve put on weight. Not all of it. About a stone. A stone too much.

I just got bored and scared. When I was at my lightest I was very scared that I wasn’t me any more. So I started back on the route of self sabotage. Crying in front of the mirror cos I had no boobs wasn’t fun.

But the road to success is never straight, I control my actions. If I want to be fit, healthy and strong I can’t allow me fears to take over.

I’ve achieved a hell of a lot this year and I want to end on a high not a low or middle.

Today I reconfirm that I will reach my goals, I will continue to be the fittest and healthiest I have been and my road to happiness will become a bit more travelled.

Now looking for people to carry on inspiring me and I will carry in inspiring myself. I ran a fricking marathon this year.

If there is anyone who wants to recommit to their fitness and happiness goals, do it in my comments or email me, tweet me, Facebook me and let’s do it together.

Xxx

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