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December

8 Dec

Yo!

Here we are in December, almost a year since I restarted my weightloss journey.

I’m not going into all the amazing achievements I’ve had this year. That’ll be a new year blog post.

Today’s post is a quick update really and some pics haha yay.

After my terrible run a couple of weeks ago I feel I’ve come back even bigger and better.

I’m seeing my running improvements every single time I hit the road.

Running at work at lunch time I’ve found myself doing over 3miles each time and in less than the 3mins I give myself to get it done.

I’ve gone from feeling like I’m a 11/12min mile girl to pulling in the miles in under 10mins.

This, coupled with feeling like I’m not really pushing myself hard enough on my Monday and Tuesday runs has led me to decide to go up a group on Tuesdays. So as of this Tuesday I’m going to try the Fast Hares group. Push push push.

For the Monday runs defo time to try and push up the pace too but as we don’t tend to run in defined groups it will be about me pushing to keep up with those ahead of me.

This morning I pushed. I’ve never ever run further than 10k. Even though I know I can go further, I never do. Well this week I thought “no more” no more will I feel fear as I reach that 10k mark. I won’t stop. I’ll keep going.

So I planned to wake up early and do my home to London bridge run, this time with a difference. I’m gonna run back!!!! Whaaaaat? That’s right, run back again.

I really wanted someone to run with because I didn’t trust myself to actually run back. But alas people have lives and I don’t have a pack of people who are at my beck and call. So I set of a 9.30am on the dot and hit the roads.

My plan was to not tire myself out and to take it nice and slow. Harder than you think. I’ve gotten used to starting at a certain pace so going slower was really hard.

One shop stop for some skittles, loo break and a quick run by the river I reach the big L Bridge.

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Self taken shot at the big boat and then I was off on my way back again. I did have a quick thought of “lemme just jump on the train back”. But since I’d told the whole of twitter I was doing this run I couldn’t let my people down. I actually picked up the pace slightly. I wasn’t tired at all. But for me this was all about getting it in.

The run to L.Bridge wasn’t hard and neither was the journey back but by the time I got to deptford I was really feeling it. I didn’t walk any of the journey but took a little pitstop and when I started again my legs felt sooooo heavy. But knowing I was so close to home, onwards I went. I had no choice, no direct bus to home meant I had to move anyway.

I made it back into lewisham. 10.81miles, 2hours2mins later and the run was done.

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I can do it. I can put in serious distance.

I’m a winner! Whoop.

I had energy left so I’m sure that I can do the full half marathon distance.

Roll on March.

There is this 80milemonth challenge going on at the moment. Created over at the spikes and heels blog (found here). The idea is that you clock up 80running miles over the month of December. Sounds impossible right? I’m giving it a go anyway.

I’ve clocked up 20miles since the beginning of the month.

It will be a great way to keep me on track during the festive period, since I’ve already started on the quality streets at work.

I put on 1.5lbs this week. Back up to 15st4lbs. Oops.
I expected it to be honest, but it would be nice to be under 15st by the new year so no time to slack really.

Here are some funny pics.

See ya later ūüôā

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Hill Running

26 Nov

This post isn’t about actual hill running but the mental hill running.

This evening I have done I think my hardest run ever, mentally.

I love going out with RDC West on a Monday. It’s now part of my routine.

5.30 comes and the BF texts me to ask if I’m running and I find I’m feeling a bit “meh” about it all.
Raining, I’m tired after smacking an actual hill run on Sunday and generally feeling a bit lazy.

He tells me to “do da damn ting” and I think of course he’s right.

Head over to Paddington Rec and my excitement starts to build.

Get there and I can tell right away it’s going to be a small group.

We were only 14 today. I think the weather kept people away.

My heart sank when I saw the ladies I usually run with weren’t there and I was surrounded by the runners who are all a lot faster than me.

Speed ain’t everything but when you are only as fast as your slowest runner, who is me, then it can be a bit anti climatic.

The route was simple enough and we set off on a “gentle jog” and my heart sank even further, I was already behind and we hadn’t even begun. It felt like they raced away with out me.

I probably ran my fastest mile this evening in about 10mins but already in those first 10mins, as I couldn’t see through my glasses and the crew were 50m in front of me I felt a lump grow in my throat. I felt utterly useless.

After a mile we split into two groups the faster group and the slower group and the amazing Ellie really kept me going from here on out. She talked to me the whole time. She encouraged me and made me know that I could do this. Her upbeatness never wavered. She spoke when I couldn’t. We pushed forward still at a faster speed than I was used to but she made me believe.

We took a break at chalk farm station and I felt a bit more positive. Then went on towards Camden and my mood plummeted again. I just felt so slow.

Once again I was way behind and it was a real struggle.

Eventually it was just Ellie and I pounding the roads as the rest ran on.

We took a little detour as we missed our turning and came in back to paddington with a total mileage of 6.2m.

I never doubted I could do the distance but my head just wasn’t there. Not at all.

I’ve never felt like this before. I cried when we got back to base, I cried on the tube home, I cried when I saw my housemate who greeted me with hugs and I’m crying now.

I think it’s bed time but before I go I have to send soooo much love to Ellie who really pushed me through today. She didn’t let me give up and I’m so grateful. Thank you Ellie and I know tomorrow and next week will be better.

Thanks to the rest of the crew who greeted me with hugs and cheers of well dones. It wasn’t easy knowing that they all knew how much I struggled today but they still told me well done.

Thanks guys. Thanks to Sanchia who gave me such a great hug at the end and some really kind words

And thank you to me for not giving up.

Today in my mind was one giant hill and i just don’t feel i made it to the top and over the other side. I was running but I didn’t get anywhere. It was painful.

It’s bedtime now and i need to get over it ready for tomorrow when I do it all over again with Run Dem Crew East.

Bad move leelee, bad move

23 Nov

I wonder what it was that lead me to do the following last night?

Had to pop to Westfield in Stratford last night to collect something. I went into Marks to get some dinner.

Thought I’d treat myself so picked up a chunky chocolate cheesecake slice. “I deserve this” is what I told myself.

Stepped out the shop and saw a Greggs. “Mmmm, I really feel like a Yumyum”…..”and a jam donut”.

I said to myself I’d save the cheesecake for tomorrow.

Instead what I did was eat the Yumyum on the way to the shop I actually needed to go to.

Ate the donut on the way to the DLR and ate the cheesecake slice whilst waiting for my DLR to leave.

Then hid all the wrappers and rubbish so Chris wouldn’t know when I got home.

Got home and made and ate dinner as usual.

I hid the rubbish cos I felt shame.

I feel like I need to get this off my chest this morning.

The yumyum and the donut tasted like rubbish by the way, or was it just my guilt?

Bad move Leelee, bad move.

The Highs, the lows, the rough and the smooth.

14 Nov

Almost 3 months since my last post. Three months.

So much has happened.

But mainly I’ve been seriously fed up.

Lets do this high and low/rough and smooth at a time.

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Started a new job in October. I’m now PA to the CEO of the leading third sector organisation and I’m also their office manager. It’s an amazing role and I’ve been there just about a month now. Only downside is the free food every afternoon. Temptation at its finest.

Pluses – more relaxed atmosphere, progression a great team. So many up parts.

Today I did a lunch time run with my long, lost school/teenage friend who happens to work in building next to mine. We did a nice 3km up the canal and back again.

Having the flexibility to do that is fab.

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I’ve lost pretty much no weight.

I still haven’t reached my 3stone. I’m 1lb off my 3stone since 2nd Jan goal. What the poop. I lose a lb, I gain half, I stay the same, then I lose two, then gain one. It feel’s never ending. Every time I get close it disappears. It doesn’t really matter what I do week on week. My results don’t corroborate with any work I have or haven’t put in.

Part of the reason I haven’t blogged is because so many of you will tell me to switch it up. I do! I really do.

And yes, I love all the feedback and advice you give me but switching it up ain’t working. Or maybe it is but more later on that.

The pic is my weight chart for the past however many weeks. What’s also disheartening is all my measurements have stayed the same. Although again, there may be change on the horizon

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I signed up for the Paris half marathon in March 2013. Very exciting. Never been to Paris, never run more that just over 10km. It’s gonna be fun. Training has begun. And I can’t wait to build my distance. I hope to update ya with lots of training updates.

The amazing Angel who has featured in my blog before is training for the 2013 London Marathon and has started getting a group of us together each week to run various distances. It’s hard but worth it. Always encouraging and gently pushing. Thanks Angel (NMRK).

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rough

I’ve decided not to continue with the Spartan Fam. I enjoyed the sessions and met some fab people but training in the mud in winter is not for me. I like warm, dry and mudlessnesxs. But have learnt lots of techniques that I’ll continue to use in my training.

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I really feel like a part of Run Dem Crew West. Man, I love those guys. And as part of my marathon training I am committing to running with them every Monday. They push, encourage, reward and are a thoroughly amazin bunch of people.

The pic is of me (obvs) and RDCWest founder, leader and all round cool guy, Cory (@bitbeefy).

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I also decided to pitch and join RDCWest’s big brother, Run Dem Crew. Operating out of 1948 in shoreditch. Around 100 runners take over London on Tuesday evenings and do the ting.
Warmly welcomed, I was nervous at my first session this week but in true RDC style was welcomed more than warmly. Supported on my run across various city bridges even with my extreme stitch that I just can’t shift. I loved every second.

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New job equals new clothes. My size 12 dress! What whaaaat! See pic init.
I also got a size 14 in another dress which is a bit too big.

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It was whilst wearing this dress and on the way to RDCwest that I met this fine specimen of a man, Mr David Haye. Yum.

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Still can’t fit in to size 14 trousers. Annoying

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I put on 3lbs last week. The most I’d put on in one week for a very long time. I crie and actually at that point had really had enough.

I’m very tired of tracking and watching what I eat. Please someone allow me to binge and be fit. Not gonna happen is it ??

I got Chinese n my way home. Vermercilli noodles and salt &pepper prawns. I tried to hide the rubbish. It’s an illness I swear. (Lies)

But on to my next smooth

I lost that 3lb this week. And I’ve lost an inch on my waist. It’s currently a 30inches. It feels good.

My week in exercise went like this.

Friday MMA class
Saturday diva dance and street dance classes
Monday 9km with RDC west
Tuesday 9km with RDC
Wednesday 3km run with Krystal

Tomorrow, Thursday will be a rest day. I’m going to the ideal home show. Boom. Lets hope I don’t buy too much crap.

Right, I’m out!

Big loves, share and comment xxxxx

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It’s Carnival

26 Aug

Today I had an amazing reminder of how far I have come.

Me last year

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I remember feeling like a super star that day. People say I looked great, but looking back I just think “yuk”.

And I know by the time the year was up I was even bigger.

I won’t be doing costume this year mainly because I can’t afford it but also because I don’t want to look at another set of pictures and think “I look fat”.

I went to carnival today with the Spartan Fam.

I cropped my t shirt and really had very minor body worries. I’m far from where I want to be but so much closer than I was.

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I’m pretty sure there is even a hint of abs visible. Lol

Next year, I’m gonna find the best costume I can and rock it like a super model.

Also, in a moment of blatant showing off… I went out last weekend wearing this:

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And I’m pretty certain I managed to wow a couple of people who I haven’t seen since New years. What a difference 8 months can make aye.

The reaction from one person almost reduced me to tears.

Anyway, bedtime now because after 8 hours walking around west London I am exhausted.

Xx

Shocking!

17 Aug
Shocked. That’s¬†people’s reaction when I tell them I’m currently 15 and a half stone, or that I used to be over 18stone at the beginning of the year.
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I’ve never looked as heavy as I am. It must be due to my height. Being 6ft means I do carry it well. Whilst I understand the shock I need to tell you all, I’m not lying!! Why would I?
I also need to say that although I have another 3 stone until I get to goal. That 3 stone is not too much. I know some people are worried that I’ll be too slim. I am still a size 14/16 now and when I started I was an 18/20 so its not like I have dropped 6 dress sizes with the weight I have lost. My body is not like that.
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I have thighs a bum and some very lovely jubblies. Yes they have all downsized slightly but they are never going to disappear.
I remember when I was 21/22 years old, I was a size 12/14 and I weighed about 13 stone. Back then being one of the first times I had weighed myself and being just into the “overweight” category. I was happy with how I looked so I wasn’t too bothered.
But thinking about it. It is¬†improbable¬†for me as an adult to be smaller than a size 12… and I don’t want to be. What I want is to be super fit and super healthy. Nothing is going to get in my way.
So all you people out there super shocked at how much I currently weigh because of my immense gorgeousness, don’t be. We all have different bodies and shapes and metabolisms. This is mine!
So, what been happening over the past two weeks. Well, I finally had a decent loss on Thursday the 9th. 2.5lbs off and last night a loss of another 1lb. So once more officially at my lowest weight of 15stone 7lbs. Since January the¬†2nd. That’s 38lbs/2stone 10lbs. I just have to say… That shizz is cray.
Unless I do something off-key I wont lose the 7lbs by August 31st but never mind. I will be under 15 stone in early September.
Not that I can change it but¬†I got slightly annoyed last night when I looked at the data on my weight loss chart.¬† July 5th weigh in I was 15st10lbs. August 2nd weigh in I was 15st10.5lbs!! I did so much bouncing around during July that I didn’t actually lose any weight. At one point in the month I was 15st8lbs but then went back up again. Do you know how frustrating that is? Can you imagine? But hey ho. got to keep it moving.
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August has already improved and as always I just have to keep that momentum going.
I have been doing my Spartan homework as well as my running and cycling.
The cycling is hard as I live in such a hilly area but nevertheless I will keep it going.
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Last Friday in Spartan training the name of the game was pull ups! I don’t care that it was my first time attempting it, All I could do was hang there. Not even with my legs time and arms bent. Hang there like some crazy dead weight.. I felt like a proper loser but it has made me determined to win. I hit up the outdoor gym near my this week and spent time time on the pull up bar there. There was movement I swear. I still hung like a dead chicken in a butchers window but I’m sure I managed half a cm lift. I’m certain of it. SO that my friends is progress!
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RDC West. This is the hardest running I have ever had to do. but I love it so much! Sprints. SPRINTS! I am slow but I tell myself just keep running. I think I will get better and I already feel a difference in my lone running.
I love my new regime! ūüôā

I’m Giving Up!

7 Aug

 

 

That’s right, I’m giving up, but it’s not what you think.
I am giving up certain vices which I feel might be hindering my progress.
I have come to the realisation that yes, I am losing weight but am I making enough significant changes to improve my health.
I may stick to my points allowance, but I eat more chocolate and sweet snacks these days then I did before Weight Watchers. A weight watchers Chew toffee Popcorn bars (one of my faves) is 2pro points per bar and I’ll often have one of these or a sister bar in the afternoon. The Honey Oat Morning Breakfast bar is another favorite. I¬† might have one of those a day as well. Over all I use about 6 – 8 pro points a day on chocolaty/sweet WW snacks.
It’s time to stop that. So I’m quitting the snacks. I already eat quite a bit of fruit daily but now I will be replacing these snacks with more fruit and more water.
I must say though, I am not giving up the cake completely, I do believe that its cool to have the odd treat or nice bit of cake but this daily sweet snacking is stopping!
I’m quitting!!!
Again, it’s not what you think.
I don’t drink a lot anyway, but I have decided to quit the booze. Last night, popped into a bar with the BF and some friends to watch the amazing Men’s 100m Finals. Went to the bar and thought, hmmm let me have a drink. I’ll be good. No wine (about 4pro points), a rum and diet coke (2 pro points). Got back to the table, took one sip, 30 seconds later managed to whack the glass off the table. A sure sign that I should not have been letting that booze past my luscious lips. I didn’t bother to buy a new one. I made the decision right there to stop drinking.
I’m walking away!!
It’s not what….oh, you get the gist.
I’m¬†walking away from¬†red meat. I find even buying lean products there is still a lot of fat in there and think I would benefit from leaning towards getting essential fats from fish and a more white meat based diet. So I’m walking away from the red meat. I’ll give it a go for a month and see what happens. To be honest I don’t eat much red meat anyway so this won’t be too hard.
So those are the changes I have decided to make diet wise which I hope will really really boost the next phase of my journey.
Now, let me tell you about my first Spartan Fam work out on Friday. I had so much fun. I was really nervous beforehand. I arrived at 1948 in Shoreditch (Shoreditch is way too cool for the likes of me) very early and was greeted by the lovely Alicia Creates. She told me to take a look around the shop and chill. People started flitting in one by one and every one was ridiculously friendly. I gained a real sense of community from them all. They were so excited to be there and really took the time to make me feel comfortable and welcome.
The leader of the Spartan Fam arrived and dished out free VitaCoco. I’m quite undecided about this stuff. The original flavour is not to my tastes but the pineapple one was divine. So hydrated and refreshed the group set out to the spot where the work out commences. A little park up towards Hackney. We took a leisurely jog over to get us warmed up.
In the park, people looked at us in amazement. A massive group of us took over the play park and set to work. I say took over but there was plenty of space for us and the kiddies already using the fun stuff.
Circuits commenced, using the play park equipment as our gym and our bodies as our weights. Squats, lunges, pull ups, press ups, planks, sit ups and dreaded burpees.¬†We partnered¬†up and there was no messing. It was hard. I have no upper body strength¬†so found it a real challenge, but I was encouraged by the long timers and¬†the newbie’s also looked out for each other as well. Sympathy glances and nods of encouragement. It was ace.¬†Once that was over, we headed to the adjoining field where the cardio section began. Unfortunately, I managed to pull a muscle in my quad, which ruled me out of running but whilst the rest of the team did sprint circuits and what I feel was also a good bit of team building, I had one of the Spartan¬†Fam organisers showing me¬†how to¬†do¬†press ups and doing ab work drills with me,¬†I might have been injured but the work out didn’t stop. I loved every second of it.
Work out done every one headed back to 1948 for a quick stretch and cool down and some exciting news updates.
Then like a true community we feasted! A hardcore group of us headed to Nandos where yet again that community bond was made tighter.
Bad leg aside, I really enjoyed myself, come Sunday I couldn’t fully extend my arms, so they definitely got a work out.
Chaka warned the group during the cool down that we have to do our homework. Of course, the hard work doesn’t stop just because we aren’t in class. Chaka is a man who wont suffer fools gladly. Be prepared to work hard or go home. His homework videos are a way of continuing to build on the Friday sessions.
He has a youtube channel full of fantastic videos which start right from the beginning. Introductions to pull ups and squats amongst over things.
There are 13 homework videos. I’m obviously starting at number one as I have been warned they get progressively harder as you go on, but I don’t want to go to class on Friday and be the one who clearly ain’t been studying.
I’ve come to realise over the past few weeks, that my journey is not just about losing weight because my doctor told me too, it’s about getting in to the best shape I could ever possibly be in. It’s time to step up my game.
Below is my new “before” photo. This is now the one I will be comparing all future photos to. It’s no longer about seeing less fat, but about getting stronger, fitter and being a better me!

My New before photo! yay

There are no excuses, so as the cool kids say… Leggoooooo!

Challenge Accepted…

20 Jul

Happy Thursday/Friday.

Hello my poppets.

Back on track this week. After behaving myself food wise and not being sick. A teeny bit of exercise and I have managed to lose 2.5lbs this week. New weight is 15st8lbs. NICE!!!

I think I got a little bored of tracking over the past few weeks. This losing weight and getting healthy lark is hard and tiring and yes I know the ultimate rewards are more than worth it, I miss being a greedy pig. I miss eating whole pizzas and stuff.

Meh

Soooooo last week I set my new mini goal. 11lbs by the 30th August. So thats now 6 weeks to lose 9lbs. Get in Leelee. I can totes do that. 1.5lb a week. Boom

I have now also found a new fitness challenge.

The 5×50 challenge. It’s starts in September. The mission? To walk, jog, run or cycle 5km a day for 50 days (consecutively).

Harder than it seems. I aim to do this on top of my usual daily walking.

It’s in aid of sports relief but all you do is donate 5quid when you sign up.

So who’s in? Take a look at the website. Anyone can do this.
http://5×50.co.uk/

I did my first run this Wednesday since my 10km on the 2nd July. Was so frustrated. I ran 5km and was just 2seconds away from beating my personal best. I was finishing on a hill and it was so hard. I really pushed. Next time aye. (still looking for run partners and also looking for a bike, if anyone has one I can have…..)

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This lucozade drink is delishio. 1propoint per bottle. Love that shizz.

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And this is my new indulgent treat. YooMoo! 4 points per 150ml and it’s super nom. tropical flavour is my favourite.

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Oh and I have to big up this lunch I had today at work.

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Haloumi, roast aubergine and courgette. With a tomato and cucumber salad. Soooooo delicious.

That’s it from me now.

As always, please share and leave comment

Xxxxx

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Cake made lovingly by Chars Cakery

Please Excuse The Delay

19 May

Hi everybody!

This is my first WordPress blog and I’m very excited to welcome you to the new page! Thanks for visiting.

It’s been a month since my last post as I was reminded the other day. So a brief update for you all.

My current weight of Thursday the 17th May is 16st 1.5lbs. I plateaued for a few weeks and it hit me hard. I stayed the same for one week and lost (only) half a lb the following week. This always happens when I get close to 16st and I haven’t been below 16st since maybe 2009. Early 2009 at that. So I’m at a real turning point right now. The past two weeks however, I have managed to lose 3.5lbs so I’m hoping that means I’m over it.

My wonderful Weightwatchers leader sensed I was struggling and to help keep me motivated she has given me a mini challenge of getting under 16st by the 31st May. Two weeks left to lose 2lbs. Come on Leelee!!!! This can be done.

It was a really pleasant surprise losing this week as the weekend of the 11th May was the Southport Weekender. For those who haven’t been, this is a music weekender usually full of way too much booze, little or bad food and no sleep!!! I won’t upload the pic of me last year passed out but I usually get very drunk.

Not this year though. I did drink but I don’t think I actually got drunk. I bought a couple of WW meals and some fruit and tried not to binge eat, although I did eat some rubbish. I also wore my WW pedometer which had me earning about 30activity points a day. So I really managed to burn some calories! 6hours dancing in Powerhouse will shed those lbs.

A really pleasing outcome and a fantastic weekend.

I really threw fit a couple of weeks ago. I bought my monthly WW magazine and expected to feel really inspired by all the amazing weightloss stories but instead, I when looked upon the cover and saw that the cover star had lost two stone in 4 months and on reading the article she had dropped 4 dress sizes I felt really bitter.

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Bearing in mind I mid-plateau, I just thought “this is not fair”. I’ve been on the plan for almost 6months and still not hit my two stone and have barely gone from a size 18 to a size 16. I kid you not, I sulked for hours. I felt resentment to this poor woman who had done soooo well. What was wrong with me. I really had to work hard to pull myself out of this one. I did,of course, come to the realisation that we are all difference and have different shaped bodied and lose weight differently blah blah blah, but I just want to buy a pair of size14 trousers lol, but not.

On the subject of trousers, I am so angry with New Look!!! I am now in desperate of new work clothes and New Look used to be one of the only reasonably priced places that I could get long length trouser for a decent price. They have now stopped doing a Tall section in all of their stores and have such a small selection online that they rarely have my size.
Where my size is changing its important that im able to try clothes on in store to get the right fit. It’s impossible. I had to buy a pair of size 18 trousers in a 34inch leg just so that they would be hanging low in order for them to be long enough. I don’t think you can comprehend how upsetting that is.
When I’m at goal I’ll splash out in longtallsally or what ever but right now that’s not an option. I wrote a letter of complaint but got no reply.

I’m going to finish there for now.

Here is a pic of me. Spot the difference! Loool

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Big loves,

Please share and follow for updates

Leelee

Race for life 10k – a vote please

1 Mar

If at least 20 people leave a comment below I will sign up for the Blackheath Race for Life 10k on the 1st July. 


Blackheath 10k details


I welcome anyone who wants to run with me


Go Go Goooooooooooooooooooo